Confusion.
It seems to be more common than, well, understanding or clarity. Things that don't "make sense" are all around. Why do I think this? Why do I feel that? Why did this happen, instead of that?
I've determined that the majority of life doesn't "make sense." It just isn't what we think should happen.
So what do you do when you lose someone and don't understand why?
How do you protect your heart from hurt when you can't get someone off your mind?
What do you do about the future since it's, well, unpredictable?
I wish I knew. I wish I understood what I was thinking or feeling. Sometimes I just don't have any idea which way is up...or what step leads down. I don't get it.
It's hard to want something SO much, not know if it's right...and decide whether or not you should let it go.
It's hard to get mixed responses from people and try to guess what their real feelings are.
It's hard to see life falling apart without any kind of explanation...and trust God that it'll be ok anyways.
It's hard.
And oh so confusing.
*sigh*
Doing right will cause conflict . Jesus did what was right and it caused conflict . Sometimes we do not want to do or say or stand up for certain things because we do not like confrontation . I know I do not . Not that I am perfect , but there has to come a time in someone's life when they just do the right thing even though it may hurt someone ... it may be someone that person loves . Very difficult subject and I totally understand where you are coming from .
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